My Myspace is Myspace.com/huntersacutie

Or just type in my that is at the bottom of the about me section!! Thnx!! Zach!

I'm 16, I will be a senior this upcoming year! I'm excited! I'm gonna be going to Sinclair Community College and all! I am GAY!! And I stuggle with that! I don't know where my life will take me or where I will take my life! Idk! I wish life would be easier but that's not how things work around here! I have 6 sisters and 2 brothers, although I only have one left! My brother Ryan died on November 24th, 2003! I will never forget that morning when we got the phone call 3 days before Thankgiving! I am afraid to start driving because of that whole issue! I know that there were other things involved that made the crash happened! He was crying! And that was why he crashed! I dont like seatbelts because that is what sent him into cardiac arrest! But i still wear one! I just dont see why in life we have to die! I have been through so much hurt and pain it is unreal! I've lost my Aunt Dottie in 1999, My God Mother Marlyn in 1998, My Brother Ryan in 2003, My Aunt Gwen in 2007, My Grandma Glana on June 13th, 2008! Which is a Friday!! And Then I lost my next door neighbor who was a sweet heart and left behid lots of freinds and family that loved her! Yea she was in a wheelchair with no legs But THAT should not be anything to hold back her RECONGITION!! She died on June 17th, 2008!! I think!! I will update it if its wrong!!
I loved all of these people and I still continue to love them with all my heart! I think I love my life but life is just too hard! I am very open and I don't judge anything or anybody! I really don't like it when people judge! its against what I stand for! But if that's what you believe then don't let me stop you! Everyone should be free to be themselve and Im gonna be free to be myself! I'm still searching for what I want and who I am! I just Hope that all of you find out who you are and what you want! Because the feeling of not knowing... Hurts!!!



Zachariah Earnest
aka
Tigger!!